that life was just beyond you? Everything was beyond what you could tolerate or accept or even deal with. My car is having problems, work is nuts, family is well, let's just say "beyond". I am supposed to be getting together a holiday and I don't even want to. I want to curl up in my chair with a good movie and my sewing or a book or music and let the world recede for a while. I am so tired of juggling everything. I am tired of even trying to juggle everything. Maybe I am just tired.

I find myself longing more and more to become a recluse. Not having to deal with anything. No wonder my Christmas wish for this year was just PEACE.